PHOTOGRAPHY HAS ALWAYS BEEN PART OF MY LIFE
Zero Image pinhole camera 4×5, ILFORD FP4+ sheet film 4×5
When the digital age began, something happened to me. First, I mourned my photo hobby for about five years, then “gave up” and bought a digital SLR. A couple of years passed and I upgraded to a more advanced model, but soon realised that it gave me no pleasure at all. I was just so bored with my images.
About this time I realised that film photography was not at all dead! I found the Lomography society website and it was so much fun! A strong community of people who love to experiment with their photography, develop and have fun at the same time. A desire to experiment that I had not had before awoke in me. Various films, processes, cameras, etc…
Zero Image 2000 pinhole camera 6×6 #ILFORD PanF+ 120 film Developed in #ilfordlfotecddx
There were some very stimulating and rewarding years, but now I feel that I have found my personal style.
My first choice is always black and white film. I love how with black and white so much is left to the viewer’s imagination. Working with films that give me excellent details and beautiful grains whether the image is high key.
Hasselblad 500 cm with Sonnar 150/4 #ILFORD HP5+ 120 film
- Or Low Key is a fantastic feeling.
Hasselblad 503 cx with Distagon 50/4 #ILFORD HP5+ 120 film
Then I can work more with the image in the darkroom. I’ll never be finished with a black and white image!
I have two diagnoses with major burnout in my luggage, and to learn to deal with stress and its negative influence in my life has cost me an infinite amount of time and effort. But since I returned to film photography so much positive has happened for me.
Hasselblad 500cm with Makro-Planar 120/4 with extension tubes 32+16 ILFORD HP5+ 120 film
And one area where I really find peace and a strong presence which for me works as stress therapy, is the macro photography.
Hasselblad 503cx with Planar 80/2,8 and extension tube 16 mm ILFORD FP4+ Developed in ILFORD Ilfotec DD-X
I love to load any of my cameras with my favorite film, put on one or a couple of extension tubes or the macro lens and walk around (or crawl) in my garden and look for one for me almost otherworldly universe that we usually do not have time to see when we stress around to get our lives in balance.
Hasselblad 503cx with Makro-Planar 120/4 and extension tube 32 mm ILFORD HP5+ 120 film Developed in ILFORD Ilfotec DD-X 1:4
And sometimes I get surprised when someone that I have not paid attention to is standing and watching me …
Hasselblad 503cx with Makro-Planar 120/4 and extension tube 32+16mm ILFORD HP4+ 120
To load one of my pinhole cameras with an IR filter and infrared film is also something that feeds my creative mind, and gives me the most stunning and unexpected results.
Zero Image 2000 pinhole camera with Wratten 89B IR filter ILFORD SFX200 @ ISO 3
Also, I have become old enough to not care when someone is protesting. Why can you can not photograph flowers with black and white? Well, I can, and I love it!
Hasselblad 500 cm with Planar 80/2,8 and extension tube 56 mm ILFORD HP5+ 120 Developed in Ilfotec DD-X 1:4
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
Marie Ahlén
I am an avid hobby photographer who is obsessed with the creative process of film photography. I handle the entire process at home, from developing film to printing in my traditional darkroom, and have also recently started to learn more about alternative photographic processes.
I have been photographing since the early 1970s, with a couple of breaks, but have learnt a lot in recent years. I constantly strive for creative development to find my personal expression.
More info and image galleries on my two blogs:
Lovely pictures! Clearly you have matched your “photographic vision “ to your chosen medium and you are now inspiring others.
These are fantastic images. What an eye~